Time For A Change

So as we all know, the fall semester has ended. Being home for a month is definitely enough time to start regretting your choices in school. But for me, Two days is already enough. I know that I tried hard last semester, but I honestly did not push myself. And for that I am incredibly sad. Watching videos on how all these people scored A's in every single class is making me worry. Am I good enough? Or am I setting the bars too high. But what upsets me is that I try to do just great because somehow inside, I feel like I can never be amazing. I set those standards so high, as if I can not achieve those goals. But I can, and I will. I am happy that I have this time off to reconsider my thoughts and plan for a successful spring semester. Throughout this break I will make smart choices and study for the classes that I have coming up. I will not settle for less, knowing I can achieve the best.